Woke up as per normal to shower. But I felt too tired lately hence I slept in a little. Woke up to go for roll call and then proceed for breakfast together with the rest of the techstore guys. After breakfast, we filled the cambro with ice as my SSG and 1SG was going to kaoming camp for port operations duty with other departments.
We then went to office to prepare a little bit more before I went up to shower and change to my number 4. After lunch, there were only 3 of us left, my bunk buddy and another Indian guy. As there wasn't anything for us to do, we just sat there.
At 1500, my bunk buddy went to the hq to go for his EOT briefing. During his absence, the Indian guy said we should do the closing for the 1304 documents. End up he just sat there talking to another Indian guy from MTLine department. So angry. I just did one document then stopped.
We closed our office at 1715 since not much people were around. Then went for dinner. After dinner I made the decision to stop gymming with that regular. I feel that I don't want to bulk up and build muscles. But loose weight and tone up instead. As I was watching Rupaul's Drag Race, RDR, my techstore group chat became active due to the Bangkok blast.
That's when I thought I should drop you a text to tell you that I would call you. To update you that I'm safe. Then continued to watch my series while my phone charged.
Anyway, yesterday's incident, both the bombing and our conversation, made me appreciate you even more. I know it's been tough on you. My emotions, my absence and your own stress from school and the business. I really really appreciate you for being there for me and for being strong. I might not show it. I might overuse the I love yous and what nots. But I really don't want to loose you. I take back what I said about letting go if I have to, cause I won't let that happen.